Hidden Me

What do you see when you look at me
You see happiness
You see glee
You see someone at rest
But that's NOT me

I'm tired of living day to day lost in thoughts that flow through my mind
Faking how I feel
Trying and trying
To make this harsh reality not real

I am not the happy man you see here
When I look in the mirror all I see is
Pain, hurt, lies, deceit, and fear
So who do you really see?

Take a deeper look at me
NOW tell me what you see
Do you still not see the REAL me?

The real me has lost his way 😢
Not sure what to do
Not sure what to say

When I look in the mirror
What do I see?
A stranger looking back at me!

-Bryton Kirkland

My First Blog Entry

I've  had this thing for God knows how long now and never touched it. Well, I've decided to use it and hopefully I'll maintain it lol. Just to say a little bit about me, I'm 18 and a musician. My first love is the keyboard, i sing a little, and I took a stab at the bass and lets just say that didn't exactly turn out the best lol. I'm a energetic person, I like to make people laugh. "Laughter is food for the soul" lol. I'm still in High School as of right now -_-. I graduate in May, thank God because I definately could not do another year of high school. Graduating is bittersweet but that's a whole nother blog entry that I'll publish later.

It's 2012 and in actuality,my life is just now beginning and I'm completely aware of that, and i'm ready for the change.

I'm going to cut this entry a little short, I just wanted to tell you guys a little bit about me. If you wanna know anything else just ask. I might answer and I might not lol, just being honesty.